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I cannot see a future with my wife, and if I stay with her I will always be thinking about what life could have been like. Even decided to definitely get divorced twice, sat down to talk to my wife, and bottled out. Texts are starting to get thin and that convo seeming to die. Even though we were still in middle of our convo when I told her I saw them. Lies about it, tells me it’s deleted – but I sign up and see that her account is still there. When we do see each other, we still kiss and hold hands the whole time and she still feels like the person I fell in love with is in there, I’m just having a major trust issue and her emotional up and downs make me think she’s feeling guilty of something and not just a depression issue. Every time I think of divorce I can see myself being infinitely happier, maybe getting some sex at last, having my freedom, but then I wonder if I am just being selfish and only thinking of myself, and worry how it will affect everyone else.

I was utterly miserable but had young children and the thought of leaving didn’t even cross my mind, and I blamed myself for getting no xxx sex shot, and thought I was a complete failure and everyone else was having a great sex life. Been lurking on here for a long time so thought it was time to post. So I rushed over to get some time in. If you enjoyed your recent session with that perfect blonde, you’re sure to want to get in touch with her. I got frightened because I knew it could get sexual very quickly and bottled out after about a week and told her I couldn’t talk any more, we never even met up. When I got home we texted again as we usually do, and I asked what her family was chatting about. And notice, I answered unable to look at the request will however, fuck me and I wuv you like, or employee asked. I asked what he wanted, and for the first time in my whole dating life, I asked her to show me the messages.

TL;DR: Gf (36) lied about snap chat use, had messages from other guys at beginning or our relationship, claimed deleted, but didn’t. It was really bothering me and I wanted to talk about it more the next day, just wanted to know how many other guys from before me were randomly messaging her in there, from what I know about it, s.c is for sending pictures you don’t want floating around the internet forever, so why use that if it’s just a text, use text message? I gave trying to talk to her about our Xxx sex Shot life almost a year ago, and stopped trying to initiate at the same time. This doesn’t mean being draped like a runway model all the time. If you have a goal set and are self motivated to work on your own time. I don’t have any sexual desire towards my wife now. The counselling came to nothing, the sex stopped with the usual excuses again, it was just reactive desire.

Then the excuses started. If she is worried about wetting the bed, then try making her squirt in the shower first, so that she can just wash everything away. I have thought about divorce constantly for the last 4 years, making plans, then backing down. I’m a very fit slim 51 year old professional, I look after myself, and I don’t think I would have any trouble finding sex if I want it, although if I got divorced I would run a mile from any future relationship and would rather just be on my own. She was to take off to her home city a thousand kilometers away (the university is closed, distant learning, not working, nothing to do here: got back to isolate herself with parents). I went home without mentioning that i knew already. One week of complete hell for me, but we went for counselling, and for 6 weeks resumed a normal sex life.